KariruHatake

I can't decide on what it is I should do. I'm torn between picking up art and self teaching my self to draw, creating video content through being a youtuber, or a streamer on Twitch. I hate myself for not knowing what I want to do. And it bothers me down to my core.

Honestly, I'm bored as all hell. I don't know what to do anymore besides my routine of gaming or coming up with an OC for something I like. It's just becoming more and more redundant as the days go by when the dumb ones make things worse in states. I want to draw, but my hands are cursed. I can see what I want done, but can't draw it out with my hands. I made this guy on my phone through apps: His name is Khalil Akagi an Oc for the yaoi game: Camp Buddy Problem is, I don't know what the fuck to do when it comes to putting him in pieces I might commission. I want to do things, but I don't have the space or privacy to do so especially when it comes to streaming. I just don't know what I want anymore guys. Fuck my life.................